Only in Alabastron Where I Tapped into My Authentic Self and Came Alive
One of the core human need is security. In each engagement an individual has in life, this need can either be met or denied. Once this need is met then a human being feels safe and fulfilled. The lack of it however leads to discomfort and uncertainty in life. For some it causes confusion, withdrawal and lack of self-motivation. Tina’s story of Alabastron was not any different because she found her job a security thus its lack therefore left her scared to face life.
“I would not stand the thought of being out of work.” Tina reveals. When my contract ended in April 2019, I was lost, anxious and confused. One day as I was having tea with my neighbor, she mentioned Alabastron. After the sharing we had. I thought it was a nice idea that I take the program.
My struggle about my worth has been real despite these self-prescriptions I had on myself. I chose to attend the marathon class because I had time and I was eager to reinvent myself. I am a Christian. I read the Bible and listen to summons online. I also read a lot of Christian books and self-help books. My struggle about my worth has been real despite these self-prescriptions I had on myself. This deep rooted belief was so evident in my life such that if something good happened to me, I would intentionally sell myself short.
This belief affected me for a long time that I was stuck in my life. I would put up a bubbly, confident and always happy girl whenever I stepped outside the house. If I am attending a party, I would dress accordingly so I ended up drawing most of the attention. However, deep down I felt lost and out of place. I did not belong. This made it very easy for me to withdraw from friends and stay in isolation. Later, I would feel lost and without a purpose in life.
Alabastron opened my eyes to my self-defeating patterns. I am now more self-aware. I have been able to take off the behaviors and patterns that kept me hooked to my self-tripping habit. I know it is OK not to be OK. Alabastron has helped me to know how to interact with people genuinely. I believe I do not have to please others to seek acceptance. I now know I am enough even when everything is not rosy in my life. Alabastron opened my eyes to my self-defeating patterns. I am now more self-aware. I have been able to take off the behaviors and patterns that kept me hooked to my self-tripping habit.
I have found that Alabastron renewing self-program is a place where despite whoever you are, your age and your situation, you will leave having learnt a tone about yourself. After Alabastron you will be able to think twice before you unconsciously tell yourself that you are not good enough. I wish I knew about Alabastron earlier because I did not realize that I had been living life dead at 26 awaiting burial at 96. However, I am overjoyed that I am alive and renewed. To Every woman out there who longs to find herself and renewed join the program HERE.